Skip to main content

Posts

Limericks for My Mama

Limericks for my Mama on her birthday, 1/4/2021 There once was a mommy of one who wanted her child to have fun, so she taught her to rhyme-- the result was sublime except for the times it was dumb. She’d married a much older man. Having kids wasn’t part of the plan, but one night they felt frisky  and did something risky and that was how Carol began.  When Carol was in a recital  (for dancing was something so vital) proud Mama would preen like a smiling machine and award her the superstar title. When Carol to college was headed  no chauffeur was what Mama dreaded,  so she bought a new car  but she didn’t drive far. The instructor screamed, “Let’s just forget it!   Now she looks down from Heaven at me and thinks, “How can it possibly be that my little girl child has grown up and grown wild and has gone on a limerick spree?” Now you see that I’m really no poet. I’m a fraud, and believe me I know it! But you gotta admit that at least I’m half-wit. (Oh please can it, just stop it, just sto
Recent posts

Hope is a Choice

Have you ever had a time of severe trial of your faith that eventually passed, and you wondered afterward why it was so hard to trust God during that test? I have, and through one of them, in particular, I learned a lesson that I’ve remembered ever since—a lesson about hope and trust in God. A number of years ago, everyone in my immediate family was experiencing serious personal problems all at the same time, and I felt responsible for things beyond my control (which was almost everything). Eventually, as these situations worsened and I was constantly worrying—really obsessing over them—I fell into a state of anxiety and depression. I didn’t seek medical treatment or counseling because I felt so hopeless that I couldn’t imagine anything making it better. And besides, the problems everywhere I turned seemed so real and unfixable that my wounded mind told me my feelings were true. I tried to turn it all over to God, but then each time I’d immediately start worrying again. Fin

Transfigured, Transformed

Transfigured, Transformed Jesus, just as You on the mountain with Moses and Elijah, whitening, brightening in the sight of those with eyes to see, were changed from inside out, that what was in your soul shone forth as light, called forth a burst of joyful pride from the One-Beyond-All-Form: “My Son, my focus of delight!” So are we called in this our ordinary life to shine, be changed, be light. As Elijah, so Elisha. As our Lord, so we, watching You with laser eyes, trained to see You everywhere, will be transfigured, be transformed, shine bright. And shining, move as You did toward the Cross, that light may burst across the universe as our particle ignites. 12/14/19 Inspired by the story of Jesus’s Transfiguration in Matthew 17:2 (and commentary) and the invitation to us in Romans 12:1-2 in The Message Devotional Bible .

Birthdays After Seventy

Why count the years when mirror after mirror does it well? But what the hell? I do feel younger than I think the number is supposed to tell. Another cup of coffee as I sit in bed looking out and into trees, the turning leaves of fall. My autumn too, as late and long as it will be. It’s good that we don’t know how many autumns, winters, springs and summers we will have. Just smile, and drink the cup, and be. November 16, 2019, one of my many birthdays

Awakening

Being where I am is such a long-forgotten skill but now I’m trying it again… in this body, here, and now, breathing this breath, cool and quiet, filling me, then pausing, holding still, then letting go, exhaling long and soft. And walking down the tire-worn drive between the woodlot on my right and grass and trees and landscape on my left, and beyond and almost out of sight, the county road, each step a balancing my body knows. And looking upward into trees, their leaves, their separate shapes, their variations on the color green, kaleidoscopic, mesmerizing shiftings in the bluest blue-sky breeze. And now attending to the sounds of katydids and crickets, birdsong echoing from trees, a car and my awareness of which way it’s coming from, and when it passes by and glides toward town. And catching next the grassy scent of cattle in a neighbor’s pasture, bringing back old memories of other homes and pastures, children youn