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The Midwife

I've had the feeling all this day, my hands will hold a newborn child tonight. For here in Bethlehem, the crowds pour in, and there’s such life, such jostling and good cheer, despite the hardships of our getting here and wondering where we’d find to sleep. But finally we’ve settled in a stable cave, where all that’s left is one small space, a hollow, far in back, where no one’s set up camp. And now just look: Here come a man and his young wife, so large with child (a boy, by how she carries him) and yet so easy on her feet she seems to glide to that hollow surely saved for them. I make my way to greet them, telling who I am and what I do, and how my hands have told me that a child will come into this world, this cave, my hands, tonight. She looks into my eyes, says I am right. She’s known it too. I know what to do, and as I’ve done   so many times before, I ready her for what’s to come. And soon the head emerges and I see the little...

Deliverance

People brought to Him… the demon-possessed…and he healed them.   ~ Matt 4:23-24 They call me lunatic. It’s just that when my head is splitting with the pain and fear of—what?—of all that could be wrong in all the world—oh no! Here it comes again— that dread, that ragged breath I wish would stop and let me die in peace! And now they say a healer walks along the shore, and we are going there— for what? Another devastated hope? No more! I let them drag the cart where I, lying limp, drag my hand along the grit and dust of this damned road. For what? O God, it is too much! Now he’s in sight and for the first time in how long? I do not know— I rise on one elbow and then the other and I know a certain glimmer —can it be?—of hope! That man who’s dancing! I’ve seen him beside the road, a crumpled husk. Can this be he, the very same? But he is changed! Can I? I shudder at the thought that after all this ti...

Baptism

I have seen and testified that this is the Son of God.   ~  John 1:29-34 Here he comes, cousin, kinsman, the one who even as a child gave me breath and hope to see beyond the stones and stars to a deeper, higher way. Playmate of my childhood those times of visitation of our mothers, starting even in the womb. I leapt at his approach. And here he comes again, walking, purposeful, his face, his gaze turned right on me. I rise from where I bend over the newly baptized and look him full in his shining face. I know why he has come. But can it be? Can he, the one who showed me grace now come and bend to these waters to be plunged and have his sins expunged? He knows no sin! I know! I see into his heart at last. How can he come to me to be cleansed? Oh no! But he walks on, says yes, I come to you. It must be so. And so we step together into that waiting pool. I see him sink, then rise. And now! T...

Resurrection Clothes

Lord, what were you wearing when you rose? What were your Resurrection clothes? A gardener’s rough attire? A traveler’s robe? The burial cloth aside (no longer suitable attire for one not dead). Aside, the strip of cloth that wound about your head. What did your Father give you then? What Resurrection garb was fitting for a Savior to be clothed in to walk among the not-yet-dead and not-yet-risen? You looked like us, I think. No one could tell the difference at first, but when you spoke, or broke the bread or walked through solid doors or roasted fish or let a loved one thrust his hand into your side— ah, then we saw and said, “My Lord, my God!” What are to be my Resurrection clothes? if I’m to play a part in this event, to share the rising that you’ve done? I’ll look like everyone, won’t I? My graveclothes gone, emerging from my tomb, I’ll walk, enrobed in you, among the not-yet throng. Will tend the garden, break the...