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Welcoming the Muse-in-Training

How did it happen? This hiding
of my gift to concentrate on his?
I’d trained myself by not pursuing math
because I saw (or thought I saw)
so much more talent in the boys,
for whom it seemed to come so naturally.

I let it go, the math, and even more,
the poetry, the writing—hid it underground.
But like anything with half a will to live, 
it will emerge again.
Am I to judge it? Would I judge 
my human child unworthy 
of the trouble and the heartache of her raising, 
of providing what she needs,
of letting her emerge into the world
to rise—or seem to fail, then rise at last?

                                       …But then, what if
she fails at last? What if this gift long hidden
has not grown but rotted underground? What if
the flighty muse has taken all her offerings
to someone else?

Well, come on back, I’ll try 
to welcome you this time 
(although you’re probably 
an understudy muse,
a muse on training wheels,
an adolescent muse,
a muse-in-kind).  

Whatever awkward gifts you bring, I’ll take,
I’ll make myself pronounce them beautiful. 
I’ll let them shine.


November 15, 2017



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